12-17-2001


"I'm afraid of what I might do to myself when I am asleep"

you said it yourself that i scared you when i let that slip out.
where did it come from?  maybe it's from a book i have read, 
or perhaps a song i heard when i was too young to remember.  
i'm still afraid of the twilight zone video.

maybe i knew you'd kick ass at my favorite game, a worthy adversary at last.  
we could play this way forever if i didn't have to sleep.  
according to my previous statement, i'm not sure i want to.

what is it about me that scares me so much?  maybe you can tell me in the morning.