02-25-2002


i hate feeling like a fool and i hate not knowing things
and i hate feeling shafted and i hate going to bed confused between sad and angry.
it's like swimming with jeans on, do you push your way through the water,
being weighed down more and more with every breath,
or do you kick them off and forget about them?

*treading water and feeling the fingers or hypothermia around my neck*