my way
12-27-2001


I find it easier to write the words I can not say
to you
I've struggled with this indecision time and time
again
It's always the same story
I'm sorry

	"If things were different,
	 I'd have made up my mind long ago.
	 Sadly things are not that simple."

If I'd close my eyes, I'd swear you were right next to me
But I need to see where I'm going to know if you'll ever really be here
I can't shut out the present forever.

You still make me smile without trying
Have you felt lonely lately, like you've got no life?
It's because I'm keeping it for myself
I'm sorry

	If things were different
	You wouldn't disappear every time I wake up
	_IF_ things were my way.